where do I feel disharmony

Program(stereotype of behaviour), which must be break:
I do everything and use people to have smth in future. I dont feel myself self-sufficiency and people`s feelings of need in myself in continuous moment. Only using. Fuck! Why do I do this?

Analyze(investigating the situation):
My activity is too mercenary. My activity satisfies me when I work hard and use all I can. I feel happy, when I see results of my activity
I ignore people, if they dont help me get results that I want. I busy with my activity for future in every moment. I feel more efficient without anyone and anybody only disturb me. I need people when I have nothing to do.. And I find a lot of activities to avoid such situations. But.. Future is annatainable! I lose my life in this crazy race!

the Solution(outputs):
Be more careful to people and cooperate in tolerance manner with all whom I meet. That is not mean that someone can give me that I want, but a lot of people want the same and they can help me to do that I want more efficient and show me how can I do that.
Dont be disturbed about future or past or the meanings of results before they become real, but be maximum total concentrated and responsible to every-moment activity and every person I meet.